Anything else is too hard. It’s too hard trying to be like someone. It’s hard to be happy when you are mad. It’s hard to be mad when you’re happy.
A cure to this hardship is to know that time changes all things. How you are feeling now will change. It’s only a matter of time. You can look at time infinity and it will help you to feel different now if you so wish. If you are mad now and know that as time passes, your mood will change. You will feel that if you wish to feel differently in the future, you may as well feel differently now because you have the power to do so. You have the power, but time is the great healer, so be open to time’s healing.
You don’t have to prove that you are like anyone. You’re not supposed to be like anyone. You are supposed to only be yourself who is on your own journey. Your life does not make you holier or less than anyone. What you feel, you need to do, otherwise you will be lost. Your own journey is difficult and confusing enough, trying to make it like someone else’s is impossible.
Being yourself isn’t always easy because yourself doesn’t always feel good. But not feeling good is a part of everyone’s life. It’s ok for you to feel what you’re feeling, and be like you’re being. There is no standard you must meet. You must only want to be who you are right now and know that time will change everything.