Feel like they are waiting to come out. The reason they can’t right now, is time. They must come out at the right time. Because there is no channel for them to flow through yet. The physical world is not ready to host them. So they lie in wait in the subjective realm.
But even though they are not physical yet. Even though they have not manifested themselves as electricity inside my brain, I know they are there, waiting. I can feel them in my gut. There is a whole realm of ideas waiting to come forth. Waiting for me to create the channel in which they can tune in to my brain and spark as an idea.
I fear though that they will never come forth. That they will never have the chance to see the light. I fear that I am not doing everything in my power to give them life.
I know though that these ideas are already here. My fear is only as real as I give it life to be. So I think instead of my present task. About my current ideas and how I am making them alive right now. I don’t need to worry about what ideas will come. They will come out of my control. They will come as a result of the choice I make everyday to create and live my truest self.
I can feel bliss always because I choose to feel it right now. I choose to let go of the past, and ignore future’s anxiety. I relax my body, and let go of my tension. I realize that this moment is the one of my work. That I don’t need to try to make things happen. That all I need to do, is pay attention right now. Right now is my work. Right now is my creativity. Right here is my love.