9/21/17 – Deciding Amongst Infinitude

Life is never ending possibility. You can go on forever in it. Traveling forever. Experiencing forever. Deciding forever.

You can try everything. You can go everywhere. You try the good things. You try the bad things. And you can go on and on.

Yet just because you have the free will to try and to do everything, doesn’t mean that you need to. It doesn’t mean that you are missing out on what you don’t do, and don’t try. After a while of experiencing, you can choose to do what you like best. You can choose not to do what you don’t like so much. Just because alcohol is there, and it is always available, doesn’t mean that you have to drink it. You tried it, loved it, used and abused it. And now, you can not drink it. Things are there, but you don’t have to have all of them in your life.

And you think about your life, and the direction you want it to go in. Do you really have to wait to decide? Do you have to be unsure? Do you have to tell yourself that you need more time? That you need more experience, to decide? The truth is, you do know what you want to do with life. You do know the things that you like, the things you don’t like, the things that are good for you, and the ones that are bad.

What you need is to bring forth the courage to decide. Because you know inside of you what you really want. What you really want to do and where you really want to go. Trust yourself, you do. The problem is that you don’t have faith in yourself. You don’t have belief that you could achieve everything that you want. You don’t trust yourself enough to succeed. You don’t trust yourself enough to get back up after you fail. In your own mind, in your self created dreams, you cannot conceive of doing the things that you really want.

And why not? Songs, and books, and TV shows, and billboards all around us are telling us that we can live the life of our dreams. They tell us stories of how the poorest and most miserable have made their way to success and bliss. And yet you still cannot bring yourself to think that you could do as they do. There are stories of countless humans, all over the world. Just like you. Doing so much good for themselves. Yet you still settle.

It’s not a situational problem. It’s not where you live. Where you were born. Your race, age, or sex. It’s not even your worth ethic. It’s not your education. It’s not your personality. It’s your view of the world. Its your attitude about who you are. And why you are here.

You can believe anything you want. And there are only two options. Either you can, or you can’t. You have to believe that your life, this one life, this only life that you have ever known, is available for your ultimate pleasure. You must believe that this one experience that you have ever known, must be for you and you alone. That you are the ruler of this life. You are the ruler of your world. Of your body. Of your emotions. Of your character. You are belief. You are light. You have to be. There can be no other way.

The other way does not exist. You know it is not real. You know that the base of who you are is love. You know this. We all know you do.

Just take some steps. Learn about yourself. Think about the things that you like, and do them. Do them more often. Don’t do the things that you don’t like. You don’t need those people. You will learn that the only one you need is yourself. You will love yourself so much that you will overflow, and then, you will attract.

It’s ok to decide. Decide who you are. Be who you want to be. And then lose yourself in the greatness of life unlimited.


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